I have a tendency to write as I think, in images. Good or bad, it is
what goes on in my head. These images can often appear disconnected when placed
upon the page, but it is only because of my limited vocabulary that they appear
this way. We think of ourselves as rational and linear in some way, at least I do, it’s how I keep it
together for the most part, but I don’t think rational is what we are in truth.
I think we exist better with images, with our senses than we do with cold
descriptions its why we have the saying a picture is worth a thousand words.
Here is a poem that may appear disjointed but if you can
think of it in a storybook whole context, I think the meaning becomes clear even
if they appear to be disconnected images. It’s kind of like seeing the forest
for the trees.
A Life Forever Lost…
His shadow fell so long,
so dark that he tripped
as he came upon the end,
the freefall lasted more than ten
million
lifetimes of your average human.
There were soaring highs and crashing lows
among rainbows and moonbeams as,
he tried casting lines to rope them tight before the
miles deep crevices with scorched earth
devored his ego in a hungry bite…
I heard the swallows call his name out of the barn
as the air sparkled gold dust in the heated wind,
daisies bowed knowing their master had just passed them by
traveling the seas of atmosphere,
wicked in his speed.
He was too great to see his own passing,
just but a brief touch, a brush, a feeling, a longing
hoping for a speedy return…
Out on the silver shadowed pond
the splash that was the beaver turning over
sent shock waves through forever
dazzling memories that tumbled jaded
like the ever-flowing green creek
jostling his form over rocks and sand
babbling incoherence in the here and
now.
Its form an onslaught of static, drowning
out the fact that
its tail struck the blow that did him in…
Dancing through the fields dressed as
monarchs
carrying pots of gold, desperately wishing we could bury
them
to unearth later and enjoy as elders
when the brightening future hit him between the eyes
like a bolt shot from a cannon.
He sat and lost his treasure upon the
salted earth
And as he failed to gather up his
wits
I remember I missed his words
that assembled themselves out of clover…
I wanted only swallowtails…
These are images which create a whole within my mind. I hope
they do the same for you and a meaning comes clear.